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sometimes i like to run and jump in a big puddle so it splashs all over my friends. i am a perfectionist outside of my bedroom, because it's the messiest room ever. i have an obsession with the color green. most of my clothes have the color in them come were. i also have an obsession with tv shows an movies. way too many favorites to even list. i major in advertising, and love crafty things. i remember everything and anything. but i like to "forget" to do things, like when trash night is. i am currently unemplyeed and hating every single second of it. i say random things for no reason. i am trying to find the true me, but it's just not happening very quickly. i keep changing my hair color, the way i dress, the way i look into the world. but i can't find me. i'd rather stay at home watching adult swim than out at club getting drunk. my friends mean the world to me. my boyfriend means more, but if my friends need help they get it before the boyfriend. my mom means more to me than both. she gets help first. i have a crush on the kool-aid man because he has the best drink in the world. i have very low self esteem, low as in any. i am very parinoid about how i look towards people and sometimes i try to hard. i wish i had a better looking body, but i don't try hard enough to do anything about it. i am a photographer. and yes i do do weddings. i have a problem accepting the fact my father died three years ago. i have a problem of not being able to express emotion. it affects how i trust people and how i act towards people. sometimes i lose friends over it. i have two best friends that i don't think i could live without. i just wish i could talk to them about my problems. or anyone for that fact. my mom and my boyfriend are my best best friends. i tell them everything i couldn't tell anyone else. goodbye.




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